It has dawned on me that “honor Him as God” and “give thanks” from Romans 1:18 is literally “worshiping Him in spirit and in Truth” from John 3. If spirit (“pneuma” which means wind, direction) is about movement, and Truth is about foundational character/nature, then worshiping in spirit is about thanking God for His movement and action (it’s what God does) and honoring Him is about reverence for Who He is. Truth is about Who God is and His spirit is an outflow, or overflow if you will, of His Being.
Now, map that onto Matthew 11:28-30 where the concept of burden/yoke will makes all kind of sense. Burden (character) and yoke (movement) inform what I carry and how I move with it. In other words, if I am blind to who I am (my “truth,” if you please) then I’m going to be under heavy burden (heavy laden, no rest) and that will cause me weariness (hard yoke, inability to move). My trying to earn an identity is too much to bear: I was never designed for it. That’s hard work, an impossible struggle. But His burden (who He is and how I am a reflection of Him) is a light burden, I “learn” rather than “earn” who I am. Now i can move freely, easily, out of the abundance of this “rest.” So my “spirit and truth” is a reflection of His “spirit and truth” because I am the image of God, the reflection of His glory on earth.
Let’s take it a little farther, and understand I am always of the precipice of heresy…so fair warning.
God is YWHW. God is “There.” God shows up as “I Am That I Am.” So, if I am to reflect Him properly in who I am then I am a reflected “I am that I am.” “Those who come to God must believe that He is.” So…God is, in His “thereness,” an emotional, volitional, intellectual God, supporting the fact that He is a relational God, always moving toward Someone. Throughout eternity He moved within the Trinity. Then He created us and moved toward us that we might reflect His glory, to walk in righteousness. We are in those ways like Him; as His image. But we sinned; we fell short of that glory. We stopped “walking with Him in the cool if the day.” We stopped reflecting those characteristics of Him. The shekinah glory faded and we were no longer bathed in that light. We “saw that we were naked and were ashamed.” And that equals confusion in who were are, who we’re designed to be.
What to do?
Rather than increase our burden and make our yokes harder by trying to run, hide, cover, and blame (fight and flight) to avoid our shame, we need to stand naked, exposed, in the fact that something’s very wrong with us. We don’t “have” a problem, we ARE the problem. There’s nothing we can do to get that glory back. Not on our own. Sacrifice is necessary to “fashion garments.” Fur over fig leaves! But a sacrifice of death must occur for that righteousness to be worn. There’s a penalty for that din. So when we get dressed every day we are to be reminded, no matter how pretty our shirts and shoes…Light it ain’t. Glory’s coming but not now. And that leaves (no pun intended) us with the existential reality that life as it is is not life as it should be. Groan! We will one day be bathed again in His glory but now, in the “already, not yet,” we wait in “faith, hope, and love.”
So now what to do with our sin?
Watch it get redeemed!
If there’s “no condemnation to those who are in Christ,” then we do not wallow, ever, in guilt or regret. In fact, quite the contrary. That very temptation, that issue where we succumb to idolatry, immorality, or individualism becomes Sacred Space, Holy Ground. With that as context let’s look at why it took Israel 40 years to take a trip that should have taken only a few months.
Why? What was God’s purpose?
God showing Who He is to His people is infinitely more important than getting better, fixed, or repaired. In other words Revelation trumps resolution.
God’s purpose now, in time, is to reveal Himself. Show Himself off. To absolutely everyone. He is, according to the first chapter of Romans revealing both His wrath and His righteousness. Everyone is a recipient. Of either one or the other. Never, and hear this well, never both. We either move from wrath to righteousness or remain in wrath. To be teleologically theological (our overriding purpose for life must be centered and founded in God Himself) we have to get this: that if we are made righteous through Christ then we are not and cannot be objects of wrath. So everything, including our past and present sin, shame, sorrow, and suffering, takes on new perspective. Looking at when Israel journeyed through the desert we find that God took each struggle, each bit of suffering, each sin, as an opportunity to reveal more of Himself. They were a redeemed people and that’s what He does. Remember that Israel really didn’t know much about who God was. Oh, they had some stories, some oral tradition from Abraham, Isaac, and Jacob; even from Joseph, but they didn’t KNOW Him. Moses was chosen for this purpose. He spent 40 years earning an identity, becoming “somebody.” Then he killed that Egyptian and in his shame and fear he ran away. He spent 40 years becoming “nobody.” Now God had him right where He needed him. Posture informs perspective. A posture of desperation creates a perspective of “I am the problem.” And that’s when and where God shows up. He told Moses to remove his shoes for he was on Holy Ground. And then he gave His Name. Now, Israel going through the desert, got the same procedure. God would reveal Himself as YWHW Jireh (God the Provider), YWHW Nisi (God the Banner, our Warrior), YWHW Rophi (God the Healer), etc. Israel, knowing God better could now build a monument to this newfound understanding of God, worship appropriately and move out accordingly. They’d continue, not by sight (knowing where they were going), but by faith in Him who sent them. He wanted them to know, love, and worship Him well before they crossed the Jordan.
For us, now, the same thing: each event of suffering, sin, shame, or sorrow is another opportunity for God to show up, revealing more of Who He is, that we might worship
appropriately and move out accordingly. We get on the altar as living sacrifices. And this makes each trial and every temptation holy ground, sacred space, because He is giving us His name and His grace. We walk now by faith as well which grows more each time We’re humbled by pain-filled circumstances. “God gives grace to the humble.” Our rest is that He is our “light burden.” As we grow “in the grace and knowledge of the Lord Jesus Christ” our “need” to perform, to please others, to perfectionism decreases. We know ourselves better (as defined and designed by Him) and can move in delightful freedom. Knowing that He in fact uses it all to redeem us, set us apart, create spiritual gifts, allows us to love others even better, and therefore gives us the peace, joy, etc. that we are hungry for. In other words: the fruit of the Spirit.
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So glad you are doing this blog. Your words are such an encouragement and reminds me of what I must remember on a daily basis. Thanks for what you do!
Thank you so much! I love sharing God’s Word so much.